uneventful me

well here it is.

I decided I needed some place to put all my feelings.

I always feel better after I right them down. 

I keep a journal.

I'm just to much of a slacker lately to even find it. 

So whenever I feel like I'm in a writing mood you'll find me here.

Lets start with today.

Today was one of those days where I just kind of wished that I could fast forward.

week 1 was prefect. 

week 2 started the down fall.

and now I'm here.

it blows.

I went back to work today at the salon.

I HAD to get out of the house.

in turn I'm even more exhausted and worn out... wishing I was in my bed.

my doctors appointment isn't till Friday.

yes, I broke the rules... But its like I said I HAD to.

Last time around I went back to work after just a week, which was a bust since my pregnant boss,

 yeah don't get me started, 

told me that I had to give them a doctors note because I missed 3 days.

shoot me in the foot.

Luckily this time around my bosses are pretty understanding about the whole thing.

I did find out that while I was out of commission Victoria's Secret got a new store manager, and there was a meeting this past Sunday to meet her and all that.

I found out Monday when I called to talk to the old manager and was informed,

So I basically got to explain everything to this girl who has never met me 

and could probably care less.

needless to say I'll probably be quitting soon.

I don't need the extra stress.

I wish I could explain my mood... but everything I come up with isn't good enough.

I want my husband to come home. 

I miss him.

Actually there are a lot of things that I want...

I would list them... but that would take forever.

I guess I'll just leave it at that.

Till next time.