Roller Coaster...

Lately,

I feel like I'm on a roller coaster.

I don't know how to describe it...

except for the fact that this isn't a fun one.

I almost feel bi-polar.

I'll be happy for a few hours...

then sad...

then mad...

And possibly back to happy.

I just had my period like a week ago so I know its not pms

(sorry for the tmi)

And if you tell me maybe I'm pregnant...

I'll punch you in the face.

Promise.

I mean the first part of the week was pretty ridiculous.

Not a good ridiculous.

Some stuff happened

and

I pretty much spent the whole day Tuesday crying.

Nobody died or anything.

People just were reminding me of my inability to have children.

Tuesday=Sucks.

Monday start out great.

But monday night started the down spiral

Wednesday was pretty cool though...

I met a lady who actually went to the fertility doctor that Gary and I went to see.

And she now has two kids.

Talking to her REALLY helped.

She also loves crafting...

So I sent her to my craft blog here...

Which has been very therapeutic.

It helps keep me sane.

I just wish I had the resources to fully test my abilities.

Anyways.

Hopefully the weekend will be decent.

I have a party to go to tonight for an AWESOME friend of mine.

Saturday I have to work

And Sunday.

Church.

I guess it won't be to exciting.

Okay...

Well thats everything out of my brain.

So I'll end now.

Toodles