One of those Days

Its never a dull moment.

and sometimes I wish I had a normal life.

Sometimes it just doesn't seem real...

Like I'll wake up and it will have all been just a bad dream.

I open my eyes...

And reality hits.

It isn't a dream.

It all happened.

You always think...

"That can't  happen to me"

How do you handle it when it does?

I am constantly reminding myself to...

Be strong.

Be patient.

Have faith.

And have courage.

Its hard sometimes though.

And some days I just want to cry. 

But I'm not bitter.

And I understand.

There are far worse things that I could go through.

But my trials still break my heart.

and to me...

they are hard.

I have a feeling...

Today, is going to be one of those days.