This and That

Life has just been one big roller coaster.
Today was one of the lower parts...
one of many.
I think that some people think I'm an idiot.
unfortunately for them...
I am very observant 
and
I catch on to a lot of things.
I'm not dumb.
I pay attention.
I may not acknowledge anything you say
But 
I listen.
and
read between the lines.
I have a lot going on in my life 
that a lot of people don't understand.
And I'm not talking about the every day stuff.
its an emotional battle inside
every day.
Sometimes I just want to sit and cry.
others I'm extremely happy.
And when people treat me like an idiot...
well I don't appreciate it.
I feel like just cutting them out of my life...
Luckily for them I know thats not very Christ like.
So instead I'll just let it go...
Like every time before.
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On a lighter note...
I really think that I need a maid fairy or something!
It seems like no matter how many times I clean...
the mess doubles ten fold.
Its ridiculous.
It has to end.
I think I'm going to tackle upstairs...
And deal with down stairs another day.

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